I'm not his one
Married now only for a year, except for few days. Happy anniversary to me. Yeah right, I'm divocring now :)
When I got married I thought that I found THE ONE, this is not the issue but the issue I thought that the one also found me. But my spouse cannot stop saying that I forced him into this marriage that is why he doesn't want me.
How good I'm, forcing a man 13 years old than me towards such a great step..damn I'm good!
How did I force you? I asked he told me that by saying I love you and I want to be with you....lets be together. Ok that is how I forced him...by love !! that is how?
You assumed that I fooled you, dear I fooled myself!
Appetizers word
Being known could be quiet fun, that to write whatever feelings and thouts crossing my mind. I have conflicted feelings facing them daily. That could be middle age crisis. Too early crisis!! I'm not in the age that I can be in such crisis but sadly I am.
In this Appetizers page, it will be my black shadow. The things that I don't like to speak it out loud, but writing them maybe would help me to breathout.